I remember that post. I miss that feeling, to be honest. Life happened. No need to get into details.
I do love going on a holiday, but not as often as I wish I can. I've gone to beach trips, out of town trips with friends before but I seem to always go back feeling tired and in this state of incredible resistance to go back to your real life.
I'm not much of a traveler, but I do believe that vacations are simply a state of mind. Travel is not the same as vacation. I can be walking along the cherry blossom trees of Japan having a stressful time of my life and I can be just inside my room, uninterrupted and mentally recharging. I remember taking a long weekend and just staying in the suburbs and ended up having one of the best,
And just last weekend, I took advantage of the long weekend to pay my friends a visit in the city. We only had one activity (we went to a hydrotherapy water spa) and spent the entire weekend lounging in the house, watching 5 movies. We didn't have much going on, just catching up, and an entire day to be just in house clothes, taking a step away from what's bothering us, and doze off whenever
To make the story short, I came back grateful and looking forward to my new personal action plan. In fact, I felt inspired that I got so excited that I immediately bought a sketch pad and started sketching and finally made time for art as my long overdue creative outlet. Also, I can now squeeze in a few minutes to read my positivity books that I bought on impulse that I have on stand by for a while now. The little things that irks me are now being overlooked. I tell you, when gratitude takes over, it works like a thick shield that protects you from the littlest things that once gets the best of you.
And from that I have decided that my vacations must have an internal wellness purpose and not just to have something to post on instagram.



































