Wednesday, September 4, 2013

BER-y Busy...Just checking in.


How messy my little nook at work looks.

Two external hard drives, headphones, phone vibrating every so often, post-its that I've yet to put up plus little girly stuff in between...what do you think I'm doing?

It’s one of those days that I have like a pile of stuff to do and I can’t do anything so I…blog. 

Lately I've been trying to attempt to achieve balance...physically, emotionally, spiritually and financially. I realized the BER months have started and I'm going to be BER-y busy. Because for the rest of the year I have yet to:

  • Graduate (Oh dear Lord, please na talaga!)
  • Reach my financial goal.
  • Plan two itineraries for this year and next year.
  • Participate in my sister's wedding gigs.
  • Be a really good person (and trust me it is a lot of work)
  • And other stuff that's already TMI.

I get guilty when I pray and let out a sigh about my life like how it's gotten a little blah after living on the edge for so many years, then I meet someone who makes me extremely grateful of what I have now. Not that I feel good that that they feel bad, but you know what I mean.

Sometimes, all I really want is one quiet day where I can just curl up with one of the books that I've been buying from these very tempting book sales that I've been posting on Instagram. I do have a social media diet on weekends and it's not enough.

I want to write, I want to blog, I want to share stories that I've been learning about lately and interesting people that I met but when my fingers touch the keyboard and starts writing, I get this nagging voice in my head telling me I should be writing my thesis...my report...my articles...like now, there's that voice again. 

So hello new month, it's me and I'm just checking in.



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