is a French phrase meaning "already seen", and it refers to the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously.
And I feel like going through some sort of deja vu for the past three weekends. My mind is begging for hibernation, just one day, some place quiet with no connection to the real world because I really just want to be alone with my thoughts.
I gotta recharge.
Today I just got back from an Urban backpacking and have passed out while riding the bus after days of non-stop activities. I kinda missed just falling asleep without effort, dreamless and not bothered by pre-sleep last minute thoughts because when the mind is restless, well... hello insomnia.
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I've been lost in my thoughts lately, bored perhaps, or whatever. Before, retail therapy is an instant pick-me-upper, but now, I don't even have the energy to shop. In fact, I have no energy for some other, well, stuff that I seriously feel like ditching the commitments I've made.
Maybe I'll just set a time limit for things... instead of ditching them. I am in no mood to put up a... whatever you might call it.
I'm fucking rambling again.
This is the problem with having an active mind. Sometimes, the thoughts are so loud, so many things flashing all at once like there's a commotion in my head that I no longer need to speak, because internally, there is something going on.
Oh well. It's been a while since I posted something quite personal, I'll post some review stuff in a few days.
Meanwhile... hello bed. Let me start a prayer by saying:
"Please please please, bring back my acquired selective memory loss..."
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